sleep

i love sleeping. yesterday i had more than enough sleep. govt work was suspended due to the much feared super typhoon yoyong. it's already good news that this storm didn't do more damage than typhoon winnie or than what was predicted.

sleep is luxury to me. i don't think time spent on sleeping is ever a waste. i don't get enough of it so many times, so whenever i get the chance, u know what i do.

and i think there's another reason why im (more lethargic?) like this. apart from sleeping, im doing a lot of daydreaming. that explains why iv not been productive lately. i just want to think about my new crush. yikes! well, he's someone i like a lot but not the kind who would ever be for me. because he's a man who must be a decade and a half my senior, and must be married and have kids. there's always a "po" whenever i speak to him.

but i like him as he is. maybe he's my ideal man. i think of him as how a man should be. i just love his peronality! we're not close though. he is all nice! oh no, i can't start telling all the good things i see in him. it just won't be fair. i really have this big admiration for him. i can only hope that i'll meet a man like him who could be for me.

just the other day, he saw me while i was in a hurry busy texting and in a bad hair and greeted me, "good morning, del!" when i looked up, i just said "ay, good morning din po!" i got flustered instantly. that was when i began to realize i have a special feeling for him, though i find it really odd. i don't know, maybe it's the age difference and the certainty of his having a family of his own that makes it odd.

i see him a lot by accident. that's what iv been constantly replaying in my head. those fortuitous meetings are strange, not because of their form, but of their frequency. how could his passing by a place i happen to pass by at the same moment occur many times? of course it doesn't mean anything. it's just a happy thought. haha! (basta yun. tama na nga!)