Monday, May 30, 2005

schumacher

This is not about Michael. I didn’t know who that Schumacher is. Everybody knows that racing icon but I never heard about him as I never got into the racing world. But lately, I learned a few things about him, including Formula 1 and the cars, through some friends and from a magazine. I suddenly got interested, that’s all. How come?

This is not about Michael’s brother who they said is also a racing driver. I just checked that his name is Ralf.

This is not about Joel. I didn’t know him either. I did come across his name on some films- Joel Schumacher Films. But I could not identify any one right now nor could I describe what kind of a filmmaker he is. It's easy to know about that from the net, though.

This is about someone who’s not a Schumacher at all. One of his nicknames starts with the letter “A”. We were in the silent part of our conversation one night on the ride home when I whisper-read “Schumacher” from a mudguard of a jeepney.

He saw that, but I didn’t expect he’d heard me read it. Then he asked if I watch racing. I said no, there’s just a Schumacher of the film that was familiar. End of the subject. It’s been several weeks since then but I would not let him know that I learned who Michael of the racing is. That’s not my point for getting interested.

I find wonder in how it came to be that “Schumacher” will always be associated with him. It amuses me that some force had made me want to know about Schumacher of racing by that little talk... I’m aware of my special feeling for “A”. I’m aware of his special feeling for me, too. But there’s nothing about it I’m willing to discuss. They’re trivial things that are supposed to amount to nothing. One time he told me the brand of milk he buys for his infant son. So you see, this isn’t about any Schumacher at all. It’s about other things I could not tell about.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Hello!

Hello bloggers!

just want to announce that im still alive. wahehe! it's been almost 2 months since i last posted an entry. i missed it. siguro wala nang dumadayo sa blog na ito. i had many things to blog about but i had missed writing them here. sayang! oh well, i have my mini diary to refer to those experiences, beautiful & tragic, that i failed to share here.

that doesn't mean na hindi na ko nagpupuyat. madalas pa rin. pero hindi na sa internet. few minutes na lang ako sa computer pag nasa bahay. sa office walang internet. kasali kami sa 4day workwk. so when i get home from work, i stay up for only a few hours- to eat, watch tv, fix self & things. sometimes i turn on the PC just to check email & download photos. there are days when i come home at past midnight when we have meetings related to sfc. like i always say, i feel like i always don't get enough sleep. but im not complaining. nasabi ko lang yun kaya di na ko nagpupuyat sa computer.

pero ngayon nagpupuyat ulit ako. naawa kasi ako sa blog ko. ang plain na nga ng layout, wala pang content. haaay! salamat kina sheryl, chum, & pj na napadaan dito, pero pasensya na din. most likely, hindi ko na ito maa-update palagi. andami ko bagong priorites. this is the time of my life when i wish i were smarter, stronger, & better person just to do those things i want to do in the limited time that i have. or i wish i have more time & energy for them. don't we always wish that way? isn't this about being older? we don't have these wishes when we were younger, i think.

super uso na pala ngayon ang friendster blog no? i still don't have it. & i may not gonna have 1 anytime soon. baka nga never.

o sya! nag-update lang talaga ako. gusto ko lang magka-entry for this month. yun nga lang, walang kwento. walang kwenta? wahaha! whatever! hope you're all having a fine time...